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The First Step
A week ago I had a dream where I was waiting in the elevator, then it opened and she was there standing. I don’t know why? But I keep having dreams about her, about wanting to get back with her. The thing is..it’s not possible anymore, if I want to respect myself I just have to keep it this way. If I really want to forget about her, then I should just move on. The reason why the title of this is the First Step it’s because this is the first thing Im doing to be able to move on. The First Step is that I have to block her on facebook, but why not delete? The reason why Im not deleting it’s because I don’t want to look like the weak one. It’s better to just keep her as a friend, but then again to not look at her pictures and being a little bitch, the best thing is to just block her. When I blocked her it felt like all the pain, anger, and sadness went away. I seriously felt like a new person, and I was really happy for a moment because the heaviness in my chest was gone. During that time I was with my sister and she was sharing her on personal experience of what had happened to her with her first boyfriend. She looked at me and she told me that I will find someone better. Well I just hope I do.
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To Build A Home by The Cinematic Orchestra →
This song is actually played in the movie called:
Another Earth which is coming out on July 22, 2011
directed by Mike Cahill
Starring:
Brit Marling, William Mapother, and Jordan Baker
Which I think is going to be a wonderful movie plus it comes with a beautiful song. (it already comes in a package so come on guys check it out! :P)
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Endings and New Beginnings
To be honest Im really no writer and I really do suck in english. Damn, I don’t even know if my grammar on the first sentence was correct. I think I need to start reading more books or maybe start reading the dictionary (if that would help). You know what screw perfection because this is the third time that I saved this draft, or maybe the fourth time. Another reason is that I probably get distracted really easily. The main problem with me (going back to perfection) is that Im a perfectionist when I do this kind of stuff, because I think about what people would think when I post this. Im going to say it again SCREW perfection! Im writing this blog to learn and gain some experience in writing, and I am going to make Tumblr. my own personal blog/journal. Most of you are probably wondering why the title for this blog/journal or notes or whatever yo want to call it “ENDINGS and NEW BEGINNINGS”. Well let me explain it to you guys in this next paragraph so you guys can better understand my situation and my feelings.
I recently just broke up with the girl that I really cared about (well actually she broke up with me), and because of that experience it made me realize a lot of stuff. Stuff that I have never thought about, and stuff that has been there all along that I’ve never even bother to look at because I have been blind. I started to realize that the people I really care about, and that have been there for me since the start is what really mattered. When all else fails, they were there behind me helping me get through it. One thing I learn is that we will only take notice of the people that really cared about us until we needed them. To be honest I was really sad because I never thought I would experience being cheated on by the person I cared about. But I woke up and realize that being sad and negative will not help me move on while the world around me is moving forward. It’s is time to end this and move forward and start a clean slate. :)
There you have it! My first attempt in Tumblr. Hopefully I did well. LOL! :P
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Twittee? →
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Every man is in certain respects like all other men, like some other people, and like no other people.” -Murray (1961)
